I don’t think that there has ever been a time in my life when I am so alone. I don’t know how I have gone from being the girl with an active social calendar and friends to this person who sits at home and wonders who actually gives a shit. So this goes out to my friends who actually read what I write. Please, I don’t care if you think we aren’t friends anymore or you think I hate you or whatever, just make contact with me. I just need people around, people who care and give a shit that my life in the past few months has been a mess. Please just be there. I need you, because I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up.