Numb

It happened in an instant, I was driving home and then I realized, that it was done, that he wasn’t coming back. And the feeling, that feeling like suddenly I was just really tired, like the world had just drained everything out of me. It took everything out of me, all the fight that I thought I was still grasping onto was just gone. Like my soul has given in, like it’s done fighting. To be honest I don’t blame my body, my mind for giving in. And I know myself well enough to know that I can’t make this feeling go away. To not feel like I’m dead but still breathing.
I can’t get over it, I can’t get past the words that he said. He threw me aside like I was nothing when I was the one who gave him my everything.

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