3am

Sometimes I can’t sleep at night. There’s an emptiness there. From when you would keep me up past 3am because you cared. It’s been a while now. You’re still keeping me up.We haven’t talked, but you’re in my head. You expect me to forget our nights, us, you. You expect me to pretend it never happened. Because you can move on, because she owns your nights now. Forgive me for believing in a forever. I forgot things can end. You just forget about me, I guess.

But you know why it’s so god damn impossible to let you go? Because every moment, every person I relate to you. Because you brought me out of hell, just to put me back again. And that little taste of heaven, oh God that was you. You fucked me up. So I won’t sleep tonight.

(stolen and changed a wee bit)

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