I am hiding it all away. I am keeping the parts of me that I hate all in the background so they can’t be found. Occasionally little parts of them surface and I feel like I am back to that person but I just hide it away again and forget who I was a little bit more. I don’t want to be me, I want to be better. I want to be a person that makes it to the top and a person who is there for my daughter but I just can’t see it happening. Part of me tries to be the better person but the black part of my soul always manages to push through and take the spot light.
So I keep hiding.
Fearing that people will see the real me.